Sunday, July 15, 2012

Practicing and Exercise

One thing that held me up from returning to music for a long time was the sense of obligation/guilt to exercise more—or at least attempt to.

Like anyone, I had (and have) a limited amount of discretionary time outside of my full-time job and other non-negotiable obligations. I’ve found that I can usually only handle one “extracurricular activity” at a time—playing on a recreational slow-pitch softball team, taking a continuing education class, that sort of thing. Whenever I contemplated taking up the violin again, I told myself, “If you have that kind of time, you should be exercising more.”

These days, that attitude strikes me as harsh. It strikes me that I was sort of punishing myself for gaining weight (as I have over the years): “No music for you! Hit the gym.” At various times I did maintain a good exercise habit, though I was streaky with it—a few months on, a few months off, that sort of thing. I exercised most consistently when I set up a reward system for myself where I got to buy a book at the end of any week where I had exercised six times. A foot injury brought that routine to a screeching halt, and I never have managed to find an exercise routine that both appeals to me and accommodates lingering foot problems.

Maybe the foot injury gave me reason to be less harsh on myself about not exercising. In any case, when the idea struck me last fall to take up violin again, I didn’t shame myself out of it. And now? Maybe letting go of the guilt actually has motivated me. As of yesterday, I’m going to try to fold one unambitious form of exercise into my routine again: lifting weights.

Whenever I (re)started strength training in the past, I found that I lost a clothing size or two (and did not bulk up by any means). Here is more info on the benefits of strength training, particularly for women:

Reading this stuff is very motivating for me. If I succeed in this, I will try not to be too smug about it!

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